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Newness

So, I went and did the inevitible. The thing that I said I wasn't ready to do yet. I moved some things back into the apartment. I've been staying here since Wednesday night, 3 days before I took Kris and Tia to the airport. Moved some more things in today, and my god am I exhausted. Did I mention I also cleaned up the living room and threw out a ton of shit? I never realized we were such big packrats.

I miss my family horribly right now. Over Christmas when Kris went back to Seattle to visit I at least had Tia, but I allowed him to take her as well this time. I know how much fun vacationing with him is, and it hurts knowing that my own stupidity is the reason I'm not with him right now. Had I agreed to stay and work on things from the start I'd have been around when he bought his ticket and had already planned for time off.

I've made a ton of stupid mistakes over the last 6-7 months or so, but at the same time it feels like we never parted. When we hit 4 years this August, it will be exactly that.. a 4 year anniversary. Not 3 1/2, not 4 years give or take, but 4 years.. period. He's the only man to have kept me this long. Sure we've had our ups and our downs, but we've had a lot more ups than downs; and I'm done taking shit from people, he is who I love and that's all there is to it.

Since all of my classes this last term are all online, whether Tia and I go to Seattle before or after school's over is a question I'm still asking myself. Right now it comes down to a money issue. Yes, there are aspects of my job that I do like, but it's not in the field I want, and I will not give up Kris for a job.
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(Anonymous)

It has been a long time...

and you still misspell words melbutt, but I suppose it's inevitable eh? ;)

Re: It has been a long time...

I have one guess who this is, and if it's who I think it is, she better start talking to me again.

(Anonymous)

Re: It has been a long time...

I'm not around often, but when I am I will take you up on that offer, the talking to you offer, not the one in your icon. =D although...

Re: It has been a long time...

Hah =x

(Anonymous)

Re: It has been a long time...

u p d a t e. <3

i'll find you on yahoo one of these days, finals are nearly over... thank fuck!

Re: It has been a long time...

Finals? When the hell did you go back to school? I grad in July, btw. w00t

(Anonymous)

Re: It has been a long time...

august '05 to the present! as of friday I am freeeee.