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Jul. 31st, 2009


I don't use this shit anymore.


I have a facebook too, and no, I don't "tweet".

Jul. 5th, 2008


Tawni Lee Mazzone

The girl previously known as Maricopa Jane Doe has now been identified!

Tawni Lee Mazzone


May. 27th, 2008


I knew I loved you before I met you.

Wow, it's been ages since I've even logged into my Livejournal. Lets see, where do I start?

I'm still in school, and I graduate around August with my Bachelors in Science and Technical Management. My major is still Accounting, as it will remain when I go back for my Masters around November.

I've eliminated a lot of bad seeds from my life, one of which I thought I never would nor could, and am now living a MUCH happier life after giving myself some time to heal and sort out my thoughts.

I met a wonderful man named Chris Bowen (since he has the same name as an ex, I call him 'C' to avoid confusion), online as it so happens, around December 07-January 08. I met him through my online gaming clan, which he joined. He was in the army at the time and stationed in Hawaii. I almost instantly became attracted to him mentally because of his voice and his sarcastic yet extremely humorous personality, which became a physical attraction more than I could imagine. It started out as harmless flirting while we were gaming online, which soon progressed into talking on the phone all night and sending gobs upon gobs of text messages back and forth throughout the day as well (he's the reason I now have unlimited text messaging and switched to a T-Mobile Myfaves plan). He was set to leave the army after 5-6 years and said that he would stop through Arizona on his drive back home from California to Indiana. We met in person on April 25th, and he hasn't left since. We now have an awesome 3 bedroom 2 bathroom apartment in a nice gated community, and he's getting ready to start a new job with U-haul as a Systems Administrator tomorrow. :) He also reports around June to the National Guard out here.

Throughout our relationship thus far I've been the most honest with him more than I have ever been with anyone in my life in all of my life. There is not a thing that I have been afraid to tell him and nothing that I will ever be afraid to tell him. I cry every so often just thinking of how much I love him, and cry more when I think of what life would be like without him. He has my heart and soul.

My daughter, Tia, is getting a little more mature, but with that comes the giant sized attitude. We do get along a lot better now that we're into the same things (gaming mostly), which is nice. She'll be going with my ex, Kris, for about a month this summer. Even though things with Kris and I didn't work out as planned, neither of us want to deny the fact that he will always be her 'daddy'.

I'm still on the quest for better teeth, lol. I'm currently on antibiotics and pain meds since we waited a little too long since my last visit and one of my teeth now needs to be surgically removed since it's become sensitive even through 4-5 shots of novocaine. I go in on June 2nd for the 'surgery'.

Other than that, there isn't much else. You can still find me through my myspace (http://www.myspace.com/vaskania). I haven't played Call of Duty 4 much anymore since I got heavily back into World of Warcraft. If you happen to have any Alliance characters on Suramar, feel free to drop me a message. :)

(click for my armory pages)

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Oct. 14th, 2007


Off Road Fun

Took the jeep out off-roading today for like 4 hours. I'm completely exhausted. I need to save for a suspension kit, better tires, brush guard, and skid plating. She needs a full bath now too.
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Oct. 10th, 2007



Had another root canal Monday afternoon, but every thing's dandy because they gave me Vicodin Extra Strength. It makes me feel lovely. :D

So, I suppose it's time to out the juicy dirt in my life.

Starting back up with an old flame. I'll call him G for now (although if you've known me for a long time, you probably already can guess). We've both grown a lot and know what we want and we're both prepared to give it all we've got. Got to see him a few times in the last few days, which left me feeling extremely giddy. Felt really good being in his arms again.

I explained to Kris the reason I couldn't marry him. Somebody else had my heart, which meant I couldn't give it fully to Kris. Never have, and never would. Marrying him would've also meant closing a chapter of my life I wasn't ready to finish.

I'm happier now though.
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Sep. 27th, 2007


Thank god for drugs.

Had the 1st of 2 root canals today. I was supposed to have them both on 10/8, but one of them started bothering me today. After holding my jaw open for an hour+ for one tooth, I'm glad they let me split the days up and took me in today for that one.

Extractions hurt less than this post-op. =(

Sep. 26th, 2007



Got this from this guy on Myspace:

"hey my name is casey and I am looking for a sexual relationship without the strings...I know this is really forward but I just wanted to be honest...would you be interested?? :)"

I almost died laughing and literally replied: "ROFL No."

Sep. 25th, 2007


Help with a 10 year old.

Anybody have any suggestions on how to wake up a 10 year old who just doesn't wake up? It takes me an hour, if not more, to wake my daughter and get her ass in gear in the morning, which usually gives her about 5 minutes to get ready for school.

I'm at my wits end and about ready to let someone else do this.
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Sep. 23rd, 2007


Elaboration on changes.

A lot of changes lately. Bought a new jeep, became single, got into hair falls, and getting in touch with the older me (not age wise, time wise).

Also, Grendel is drawing up my Claddagh tattoo which I should be getting here in the next few months.
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Sep. 19th, 2007


Update. o_O

In Phoenix. In college. Not with Kris. Getting life back on track.

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